DeLainey Elizabeth Harris …. Four weeks ago!!


BabyD2

~~July 19, 2014~~

~A MOTHER’S PAIN …. IN HER OWN WORDS~~

I never thought I could feel this amount of pain in my life. I don’t know how I am ever going to get over this pain from losing you. I will never hear you call me mommy or kiss your beautiful face or get to hug you tight. I won’t get to watch you grow or see you in your wedding dress. I will never know how it sounds to hear you cry or laugh. I will never get to tuck you in at night or see your smiling face. All I have is the little memories of your kicks and the pictures of your beautiful face. I love you more than you will ever know and I know there is just no getting over you. I will see you again one day my baby girl. I love you my beautiful angel baby.

Saturday, July 19, 2014, will be a month since I lost my beautiful little girl.

~~RELEASE OF PURPLE AND PINK BALLOONS~~

It still seems so unreal and the pain is still so unbearable. I have a great support group with my family and friends. I know getting through the day is something very overwhelming but there are people who help me with this a lot. I know that talking to my daughter on here (on Facebook) is another thing that has helped me. I know that some people read my posts and also feel a big connection with her as well.

I am very thankful for everyone who has taken the time to think of me and her often. With that I am going to be doing a balloon release for my angel on Saturday. If you would like to get a balloon and write a message for my baby girl and send it up to her please do so. I would love if you do decide to do so that you take a picture and post it with me tagged so I can see her balloons flying in the sky.

Her colors are pink and purple but you can do any balloon you would like. Thank you again for praying and thinking about us.

BabyD

Today, July 19, 2014, has been one month.

One month too long without you. I still cannot believe you are gone.

We released balloons with messages on them for you. I hope you like them. Mommy and Daddy let ours go right at 5:39pm the same time you came into this world. It breaks my heart so much to know that I will never have you and all I will have are these small little moments that bring me close to you.

It will never be the same but it is all that I have. I don’t know how I made it through this last month. I know today I cried off and on because I miss you so much and for the amount of people who do too. Friends and family that never got the chance to meet you yet they love you so much. Every one of them sent you a message because they care. It is a blessing that I have so many people to share you with and I am glad they love to hear about you as much as mommy loves to talk about you. I will never forget what this means to me to see how many people took the time to send you a message.

I love and miss you like crazy baby girl and I hope you know how truly blessed I am to have you as my daughter even though you can’t be here with me.

Bal1

~~Grandma~~

“Thank you to everyone who released balloons today to remember DeLainey. The compassion and love you all have shown to our family and to my daughter Erica fills my heart. DeLainey received so many beautiful messages and balloons today from all over. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.”

Del4BalB

~~Who you’d be today~~

Kenny Chesney 

~~Uploaded on Sep 26, 2011~~

Partial Lyrics

Sunny days seem to hurt the most
Wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
I see your smile, I see your face
I hear you laughing in the rain
Still can’t believe you’re gone

It ain’t fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
The death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I’ve been through
Just knowing no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder who you’d be today ….

Would you see the world?
Would you chase your dreams?
Settle down with a family?
I wonder, what would you name your babies?
Some days the sky’s so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
And I know it might sound crazy

Today, Today, Today
Today, Today, Today

Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know I’ll see you again someday

Someday, Someday

Del1Del2

We ALL are connected through your LOSS!! 

Del3

We ALL are ONE!! 

Dove of PeaceCoadys

Grandpa, Grandma and Mommy

Fam

Daddy, Mommy and DeAngelo