~~June 21, 2014~~

~In her own words …. a mother’s pain~

“I love you DeLainey Elizabeth more than words can even say.

I don’t understand why you were taken from me and I never will. Just know that you are missed so much by me, daddy and your big brother.

I showed him your picture and he said you were pretty. He is so right you are so beautiful and perfect just like I knew you would be. You look like him to me which I wished for the entire time you were in my belly. I am never going to get over the pain of losing you baby girl. I want to kiss you and hold you so bad right now it is tearing me apart.

Gone too soon

I love you my beautiful little angel. I am just sitting here fighting my sleep because I know when I wake up I have to plan your funeral and I dont know how I am going to get through that. I never thought I would be doing this.

Here I was planning belly pictures and a baby shower. I was planning on getting your things put in order to bring you home in October. Now I sit here typing messages to you on a computer with tears flowing from my eyes fighting the pain of you not being here with us. Life is never what you expect it to be at all. I know this is not what I expected when I found out that we were going to be having you.

Mommy and DeLainey

I never once thought you would be taken away from me like this. You were supposed to be my little girly tomboy that your brother had to protect or at least feel like he was. You were supposed to drive him crazy and have crushes on his friends. This was not the life I had planned for you and me. I never thought I would be here without you hurting the way I am. I don’t know how I am going to do this but I do know that I am going to make the last time I get to see you and hold you here on earth the best that I can make it and you are going to look beautiful in your lil dress.

I am going to kiss you and hold you tight for as long as I can and whisper in your little ear. I love you my beautiful little baby girl and I hope that you felt that before you left your body. I truly hope you know how much you really mean to me and being your mommy is the greatest gift.”

“An angel in the Book of Life wrote down my baby’s birth.
And whispered as she closed the book, “Too beautiful for earth.””

~~SOURCE~~

https://www.facebook.com/pages/DeLainey-Elizabeth-Harris/739285676137353

“My dear Friend Erica Coady went into early labor yesterday, June 20, 2014.

They had a precious baby girl named DeLainey Elizabeth Harris. Baby DeLainey weighed 1 pound and was 11 1/2 inches long.

Before DeLainey had a chance to meet her Mother, Father, Brother, Grandparents, Aunts, or Uncles and extended family, she was taken away by the grace of God. It is so unfortunate and devastating for the Coady friends and family.

DeLainey’s parents Erica and Dee will be going through a troubling time. They will face many hardships in the years to come. I ask that you take a couple of minutes out of your day to please pray for the Coady family.“