And our friends are all aboard
Many more of them live next door
And the band begins to play
We all live in a yellow submarine
Yellow submarine, yellow submarine
We all live in a yellow submarine
Yellow submarine, yellow submarine ….
Full speed ahead Mr. Boatswain, full speed ahead
Full speed ahead it is, Sergeant.
Cut the cable, drop the cable
Aye, Sir, aye
Captain, captain …
Partial Lyrics … The Beatles
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I never thought I could feel this amount of pain in my life. I don’t know how I am ever going to get over this pain from losing you. I will never hear you call me mommy or kiss your beautiful face or get to hug you tight. I won’t get to watch you grow or see you in your wedding dress. I will never know how it sounds to hear you cry or laugh. I will never get to tuck you in at night or see your smiling face. All I have is the little memories of your kicks and the pictures of your beautiful face. I love you more than you will ever know and I know there is just no getting over you. I will see you again one day my baby girl. I love you my beautiful angel baby.
Saturday, July 19, 2014, will be a month since I lost my beautiful little girl.
~~RELEASE OF PURPLE AND PINK BALLOONS~~
It still seems so unreal and the pain is still so unbearable. I have a great support group with my family and friends. I know getting through the day is something very overwhelming but there are people who help me with this a lot. I know that talking to my daughter on here (on Facebook) is another thing that has helped me. I know that some people read my posts and also feel a big connection with her as well.
I am very thankful for everyone who has taken the time to think of me and her often. With that I am going to be doing a balloon release for my angel on Saturday. If you would like to get a balloon and write a message for my baby girl and send it up to her please do so. I would love if you do decide to do so that you take a picture and post it with me tagged so I can see her balloons flying in the sky.
Her colors are pink and purple but you can do any balloon you would like. Thank you again for praying and thinking about us.
Today, July 19, 2014, has been one month.
One month too long without you. I still cannot believe you are gone.
We released balloons with messages on them for you. I hope you like them. Mommy and Daddy let ours go right at 5:39pm the same time you came into this world. It breaks my heart so much to know that I will never have you and all I will have are these small little moments that bring me close to you.
It will never be the same but it is all that I have. I don’t know how I made it through this last month. I know today I cried off and on because I miss you so much and for the amount of people who do too. Friends and family that never got the chance to meet you yet they love you so much. Every one of them sent you a message because they care. It is a blessing that I have so many people to share you with and I am glad they love to hear about you as much as mommy loves to talk about you. I will never forget what this means to me to see how many people took the time to send you a message.
I love and miss you like crazy baby girl and I hope you know how truly blessed I am to have you as my daughter even though you can’t be here with me.
~~Grandma~~
“Thank you to everyone who released balloons today to remember DeLainey. The compassion and love you all have shown to our family and to my daughter Erica fills my heart. DeLainey received so many beautiful messages and balloons today from all over. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.”
~~Who you’d be today~~
Kenny Chesney
~~Uploaded on Sep 26, 2011~~
Partial Lyrics
Sunny days seem to hurt the most
Wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
I see your smile, I see your face
I hear you laughing in the rain
Still can’t believe you’re gone
It ain’t fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
The death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I’ve been through
Just knowing no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder who you’d be today ….
Would you see the world?
Would you chase your dreams?
Settle down with a family?
I wonder, what would you name your babies?
Some days the sky’s so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
And I know it might sound crazy
Today, Today, Today
Today, Today, Today
Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know I’ll see you again someday
I hate that this is what my life is just memories of you. I hate I will never see you grow or watch you laugh. I hate I will never feel your touch or kiss your lips. I hate living each day knowing I can’t have you back.
I love you so much my little DeLainey and miss you like crazy.”
Don’t tell a grieving mother,
That she will be alright,
Your not there to hear her,
As she cries all through the night.
Don’t tell a grieving mother,
In awhile she will be fine,
Your not there to see her,
As she counts the hours of time.
Don’t tell a grieving mother,
How she’s supposed to be,
Unless you are a mother,
Who grieves a child like me.
By Lisa McCann June 2014
A Mother’s words to her Daughter
“Baby, I wish I had some way to calm your fears and take away your pain. When you were little I could kiss it and hug you tight. I can’t even imagine how you feel and I know your loss feels so unbearable. Thank God you have DeAngelo to hold tight. Just know I am here for you always. I love you baby.”
Mom
Grandma’s words
Our beautiful baby girl DeLainey Elizabeth. I guess God needed another angel in heaven. Your time with us was not long enough but you will be in our hearts forever. Love you so much.
Our little Angel DeLainey Elizabeth Harris …. I miss you so much.
Grandma
~~I’ll See You Again~~
Lyrics
~Westlife~
~Uploaded on Nov 29, 2009~
I’ll See You Again … Westlife’s album (Where We Are 2009) the song is really emotional and very powerful …. talks about how a person feels after a death of a loved one … .
A feeling only those who have experienced such a loss can understand.
“Today I had to say goodbye to my beautiful baby girl.
It took me a thousand times to walk away. It ripped my heart into a million pieces. I can’t believe that this is now the life I have. My pain is so unbearable but I know I have to be strong and get through this for my son. I sat with my little DeLainey all morning I sang to her, rocked her, talked to her and kissed her.
I pray she knows just how much I love her and miss her.
I’m sitting here now watching DeAngelo play with his lil’ cousin and all the dreams I had of my own two babies playing are flooding back through my mind. I know I will never get to see her grow up and him be her big brother. It breaks my heart he won’t get to have that with his baby sister. Getting through this is a journey I don’t want to take but now I have no choice. Mommy loves you my baby girl.
While I lay awake in heartache you dream peacefully in heaven.
I never thought I could feel this amount of pain in my life.
I don’t know how I am ever going to get over this pain from losing you. I will never hear you call me mommy or kiss your beautiful face or get to hug you tight. I wont get to watch you grow or see you in your wedding dress. I will never know how it sounds to hear you cry or laugh. I will never get to tuck you in at night or see your smiling face. All I have is the little memories of your kicks and the pictures of your beautiful face. I love you more than you will ever know and I know there is just no getting over you. I will see you again one day my baby girl.
I love you my beautiful angel baby.
~~POEM~~
I wanted you before I conceived you
I loved you before I knew you
I felt you before I saw you
I held you before you passed
I long for you deep inside me
I ache for you all day
I never want to put you down
I could sit and hold you always
I know the time has come for me to put your body to rest
But how do I let go of you when
I never get to see your eyes
You never got to see my face
I never get to hear your laugh
You never again will feel my embrace
I only have what I felt inside my womb
There is an emptiness in my arms where you should be
There is a silence that should be the pitter patter of your feet
My hand will never hold yours
Your arms around my neck I will never know
I will never get to watch you grow
Your cries will be silent when I sleep at night
My cries will come again in the day light
I don’t know how to let you go and move through life this way
The only thing I can hope for is you in my arms again someday
I love you my beautiful angel
My heart will hold you close
To anyone who would like to come my daughter’s services they will be held on Monday June 23rd at Purcell’s Funeral Home 114 West Noble Avenue Bushnell, Florida,
The viewing for just family is from 4pm to 5pm, open viewing for friends will be from 5pm to 6pm, services will be at 6pm. Anyone who would like to come meet my beautiful angel is welcome to do so.
Thank you all for being here for me in this difficult time in my life.
I went to see you this morning and you looked so beautiful in your little dress. I miss you so much my baby girl. I didn’t want to put you down and I never want to let you go. I know I have to go through this pain and I am not ready for this.
I just can’t wonder what could have been and now I dread what is. I don’t know how to do this but I know that you are with me today as you will be for the rest of my life. I can feel your calm wash over me when I look at your beautiful little face. I never thought this would be are life together and I don’t know how I will make it through. All I know right now is how much you mean to me and how much you always will.
I love you my beautiful DeLainey Elizabeth.
Today was very hard to get through and I didn’t want to face what I had to do. I arranged a very special day for all to meet my beautiful lil angel. Making her beautiful outfit for Monday has been hard but it has turned out so amazingly beautiful.
My mother has done a great job to make sure my baby has the best lil princess angel dress. Mommy loves you so much baby DeLainey I cannot wait to see you in your dress grandma has made you. Mommy will hold you soon my angel.
I love you so.
I know that everything has come together and my beautiful little baby girl is going to look so amazing in her angel dress from grandma.
I still can’t settle I feel like I am missing something and I want everything to be perfect for my little girl tomorrow. I so wish I didn’t have to go through what I am but it is now my life. I know that I have to be strong for my little boy which is so hard because I am dying inside. I so wish that I could rewind time and fix all of this.
Earlier standing in my son’s room I looked around remembering all my dreams of him playing with his baby sister in there or them fighting over a toy. All the dreams I had for my two babies just torn away from me in a second.
I look at things differently now, I would rather have the normal bad days I use to have than live the nightmare that I am in. Tomorrow is going to be the second hardest day of my life and I have no clue how I am going to get through it. I cant believe that you are really gone and that I will never have you. I still feel my stomach like you are still safely inside and then I remember that you are no longer there.
I am so angry, in pain and I don’t understand why I just want to scream at the top of my lungs. Why did this happen to us? Why did my little girl get ripped from me? Why couldn’t they save you?
It doesn’t make any sense and I know it never will because I don’t know why.
The only thing that I know is the love that I felt for you the moment I found out about you. I know the way I felt the first time I felt you move or kick me. I know how I felt talking to you in my tummy like we were having a conversation. I know the smile behind my breaking heart when I finally held you in my arms and saw your beautiful face. I know the love that I will feel along with the pain for the rest of my life without you. You are my little baby girl and you will always be that.
I will hold you tightly in my heart a special place just for you.
Thinking of you will help me somehow through all of this pain that is tearing me apart. I love you so much DeLainey I wish I could feel you near me watching me.
I have no clue how I am going to get through this day.
Just one never ending second at a time. This nightmare is not going away and my life is never going to be the same. The one thing I know right this moment is how badly I just want to hold you in my arms. I want to feel you there and never let you go again. I can’t breath and it feels like my heart is ripping into pieces. I know your dancing in the sky with your wings soaring high. I still can’t believe that you are gone.
~~June 30, 2017~~ 
It Is What It Is 